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We Will Stone Him is the first book in the Rising From the Ashes trilogy — a raw, unflinching memoir that traces the author’s early years inside a home where love was conditional, safety was unpredictable, and silence was demanded. It is a story of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse told without sensationalism, without graphic detail, and without exploitation. Its power comes from the quiet honesty of a child trying to survive what he cannot understand, and the adult who finally finds the courage to speak.
This memoir explores the hidden forms of harm that shape a child long before he has language for trauma: the manipulation that distorts identity, the fear that becomes a daily companion, the loyalty that keeps a wounded child tied to the very people who hurt him, and the internal world he builds to endure what no child should ever have to endure. Through vivid scenes and a steady, reflective voice, the author reveals how abuse fractures trust, reshapes self‑worth, and plants seeds of shame that follow him into adulthood.
We Will Stone Him is the beginning of a larger journey — one that continues through the remaining books of the trilogy, where the author confronts the long‑term impact of trauma, the battle for identity, and ultimately, the possibility of redemption and a life reclaimed.
Book Excerpt: First 15 Pages
Reminiscent of the book A Child Called It, this book, part of the Rising From The Ashes Trilogy, began as the author John Gambacorta's private attempt to understand the parts of his life that never made sense in the moment, the extreme abuse, the fractures, the shadows, the accusations that reshaped everything he thought he knew. What you will find here is not a dramatic retelling, but a quiet excavation. Gambacorta wrote this memoir to reclaim his voice he lost along the way.
This is the story of a child trying to make sense of a world that never made sense.
A world where:
affection could turn into cruelty without warning
loyalty was demanded but never returned
emotions were weaponized
the rules changed daily
the people meant to protect you became the source of fear
a child learned to mistrust authority
We Will Stone Him explores the invisible forms of abuse, the psychological and emotional wounds that leave no bruises but shape a child’s entire understanding of love, identity, and worth.
It is a book about the quiet violence that happens behind closed doors.
For decades, I believed my story “was not bad enough” to matter.
That my abuse did not count.
That what happened to me was too ordinary to be spoken aloud.
But trauma does not disappear just because it is invisible.
I wrote We Will Stone Him to give language to the experiences so many survivors carry in silence, the ones that shape us long before we understand what trauma is.
This book is not just my story.
It is the story of anyone who grew up walking on eggshells, trying to stay small, trying to stay safe.
Children do not have the language for emotional, physical, or sexual abuse. They only know when something feels wrong, and when they are punished for noticing.
Even in abusive homes, children cling to the hope that love will return if they just behave “right.”
Secrets become survival. Truth becomes dangerous.
The child learns to blame himself for everything, a belief that follows him into adulthood.
survivors of childhood physical, emotional, and or sexual abuse
survivors of religious abuse
adults who still feel the echoes of a chaotic home
readers seeking to understand trauma from the inside
therapists, advocates, and supporters
anyone who has ever questioned their own memories or feelings
If you have ever felt unseen, unheard, or unprotected as a child, you will find yourself in these pages.
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This memoir deals with childhood emotional, physical, and sexual abuse and its long‑term impact.
It is honest, but not graphic.
Please take care while reading.